R1...oops! R2P1D1 Load Day!! Blech...it is 6:30pm and I'm a bit behind in my
loading. Just seems harder this time. I have resorted to munching on peanuts but
I don't think I can get much more in. So far I ate: Timmies breakfast sausage
sandwich, coffee with 3 cream and 1 sugar, 2 honey crullers (these really should
be called cruellers for how cruel they are in calories and fat!), McD's 10
chicken nuggets and 1 big mac, KFC double down stacker which is 2 pieces of
chicken on either side of some yucky sauce, cheese and bacon (no bun) and a
large bowl of ice cream. oh and the peanuts. All day my stomach has fought back
and I have to stay close to a bathroom. I hate how I feel and can't wait for the
vlcd to begin already. I am also very conscious of how people are looking at me
as I get the food. Sort of feel like I should hide and eat at home. Weird since
I really don't give a flying hoot about what others think normally. Accept me
for who I am or go away is what I say. I think I am just disgusted at myself but
this worked last time so...it is what I'm doing. One more day...I will continue
into the evening here to try to get the count higher. I really don't want to be
hungry this first week! Think I'll do a smoothie with some flax seeds next. I
just know I'm going to break 200 loading and that is also making me feel a bit
sick. *sigh* no way around it I guess. My preload weight is 198.4 which is
1.6lbs above my last drops weight from round 1. Like I said yesterday...I had a
good vacation! LOL I knew I was going back on drops when I got back and didn't
bother to bring my scale. So I have a ways to go before I see the 180s.
On a brighter note, my yard is all graded and we are almost ready for final
inspection. At the end of the month our house will be considered done! Yay! Now
to plant some grass and try to keep the wild life off for it to grow....this
includes the kids! My boy won't be happy that his 'sandbox' is closing down.
I'll leave a square for them but I know it won't compare to the 'Mountains of
Yesterday'. How grand the world is to them :) I look forward to summer break
(even with all the whining) so we can enjoy the grandeur together at a lake.
That should help the lawn!
loading. Just seems harder this time. I have resorted to munching on peanuts but
I don't think I can get much more in. So far I ate: Timmies breakfast sausage
sandwich, coffee with 3 cream and 1 sugar, 2 honey crullers (these really should
be called cruellers for how cruel they are in calories and fat!), McD's 10
chicken nuggets and 1 big mac, KFC double down stacker which is 2 pieces of
chicken on either side of some yucky sauce, cheese and bacon (no bun) and a
large bowl of ice cream. oh and the peanuts. All day my stomach has fought back
and I have to stay close to a bathroom. I hate how I feel and can't wait for the
vlcd to begin already. I am also very conscious of how people are looking at me
as I get the food. Sort of feel like I should hide and eat at home. Weird since
I really don't give a flying hoot about what others think normally. Accept me
for who I am or go away is what I say. I think I am just disgusted at myself but
this worked last time so...it is what I'm doing. One more day...I will continue
into the evening here to try to get the count higher. I really don't want to be
hungry this first week! Think I'll do a smoothie with some flax seeds next. I
just know I'm going to break 200 loading and that is also making me feel a bit
sick. *sigh* no way around it I guess. My preload weight is 198.4 which is
1.6lbs above my last drops weight from round 1. Like I said yesterday...I had a
good vacation! LOL I knew I was going back on drops when I got back and didn't
bother to bring my scale. So I have a ways to go before I see the 180s.
On a brighter note, my yard is all graded and we are almost ready for final
inspection. At the end of the month our house will be considered done! Yay! Now
to plant some grass and try to keep the wild life off for it to grow....this
includes the kids! My boy won't be happy that his 'sandbox' is closing down.
I'll leave a square for them but I know it won't compare to the 'Mountains of
Yesterday'. How grand the world is to them :) I look forward to summer break
(even with all the whining) so we can enjoy the grandeur together at a lake.
That should help the lawn!
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